Maybe

This is a fwd I received:

MAYBE Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Maybe. . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

Maybe. . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Maybe. . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Maybe. . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe. . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.

Maybe. . .there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

Maybe. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Maybe. . you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.

Maybe. . you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Maybe. giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

Maybe. . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.

Maybe. . . you shouldn't go for looks; they can deceive; don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Maybe. . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

Maybe. . . you should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you crying.

Maybe. . . you could send this message to those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life, to those who can and do make you smile when you really need it, to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to all those whom you want to know that you appreciate them and their friendship. And if you don't, don't worry; nothing bad will happen to you. You will just miss out on the opportunity to perhaps brighten someone's day.

NOT MY TIME BUT GOD'S TIME :)

Sorry for the long break. I thought when I started writing this blog it would be about me chronologically detailing how I moved into the next phase of my life. Little did I know that in a few weeks I would be facing the toughest month of 2008 (spiritually speaking). This month has tested me in ways I did not know were possible. At the beginning of the year we had a visiting pastor at my church he prophesied that October would be the month for my family and I. So I wrote it down to see if it would come to pass. So throughout the year I have been keeping this in mind. I was so excited when October started and was waiting for the manifestation to show up. I will tell you what showed up-financial issues at home, issues with B surfaced, issues with my job and issues at church-can you imagine even issues at church- I was being tested in all areas of my life. I felt so overwhelmed and defeated. I could not even begin to write my thoughts down on paper. Despite all these issues I am writing again, evidence that God will see you through all things and He will show you how powerful you can be when you allow Him to work in your life. Life will always throw you the unexpected but if you truly believe that God is a sovereign God, that He knows everything before it happens then you have to have the assurance and security that He will see you through everything you face.

Right now, I truly believe that B is the one for me. However, I know it is not the right time. How do I know this you may ask? Well I have prayed about it, fasted over it, questioned God numerous times and have received many signs. Don’t get me wrong I have had my moments of doubt and probably will still have many more. However, at the end of it all when I look into my life:- look at where I plan to go and see what doors God is opening he is still the face I see. In my moments of frustration I ask myself whether I am wasting time waiting for B. I mean he is all that I asked for and more:- he is after God’s heart, he is different-its hard to explain, he is a private person like I am. He is thoughtful, has a good heart and he is kind. However, it also aggravates me that I cannot read his mind; I definitely know he likes me but he does not really show it. I always feel like I have so much to tell him or that he has so much to tell me but there is this barrier between the two of us. It’s like both of us are scared of being hurt…letting down all our barriers or safe guards. I ask God to guide us and help us in this matter.

I also have the assurance from His word that in His time-not a second too early or too late His Will will be done in both our lives. Things don’t work out according to our own plans. I find myself frustrated and agitated when I try to make things work according to my power. I find myself giving B tests that I know in my heart he will fail-I guess to prove a point that he is just like the others. I know his weakness-it is phone calls-yet each time I tell myself I really want to talk to him I call and then get mad when he doesn’t pick up. If I really want a response from him I should text or talk to him in person when I have the opportunity. Please God help me in this area. According to your word it is the man that goes after the woman so help me be still. The next time I feel agitated and have to do something in a hurry help me breathe and seek You first O’God.

My prayer: O'God may Your Mighty works be done in our lives. Holy Spirit may we see your presence move in our lives now and forevermore. Gives us the strength we need each and everyday for your word says man does not live by bread alone but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God. You deserve all glory and all honor thank you for your continued mercies in the Mighty name of Jesus I pray with thanksgiving in my heart Amen and thank you.

Finally :)

Good evening,

Yesterday I went on a date, this was a big deal for me because I have only had one other date this year lol (I know its a bit sad). Well not really, it partly just happened that way but was partly my conscious decision. I guess I was tired of just dating to date. I wanted my next dates to lead upto a meaningful relationship. I guess it was worth the wait. I have known this guy who I will call "B" for about two years now. At first I wasn't really interested in him but I thought he was interested in me so it was fun talking and chatting with him. He never made a blatant move. Anyway as time went on I found out more about him and became interested in him. I will admit it I was really shallow in the beginning-the first thing that caught my attention was his education, the fact that he was tall (I am quite tall so I appreciate a taller guy) and handsome also helped.

Anyway as time went on nothing serious ever happened between us we went out a couple of times but nothing major. During this time however, I got to know B in a lot of other ways. I found out that he is really grounded in the Lord, he greatly revers and fears the Lord, he is enthustiatic about the Lord and yearns to fully understand the word of the Lord and he is going to be a great leader in the church someday-I can tell from the way he speaks. Other attributes:He is very thoughtful,kind, treats his mother well and comes from a nice family.

Back to the date-I forgot to mention that B and I go to the same church and that is how we met. Anyway, I had been praying about the day we would finally get the chance to go out on a "date". This had been going on for so long-I had faith that it would happen but I know a part of me gave up. But as Ecclesiastes 3:1 and Habakkuk 2:2-3 says there is a season for every activity under heaven and the revelation awaits an appointed time..though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay respectively-- and yesterday was that day for me. We agreed to go and see a movie together. "B" came over a little early so we had a chance to talk and just chill-it was nice. Later we went to the movies, he was such a gentleman opened my door and all doors, paid for everything etc. There wasn't a big rainbow in the sky or fireworks but I really enjoyed myself and had a relaxed time-I couldn't help but feel that this is what all sunday evenings should be like. After the movie, he drove me back to my place, walked me to the door and gave me a............... hug (what were you expecting??) I told you he really was a gentleman.

If you couldn't already tell, I really enjoyed myself and it was worth the wait. I pray to God that he directs both our steps and guides us with the establishment of our relationship. I want this relationship to have God as its foundation. O'Lord please work on me-help me not carry the hurt emotions from my past relationships into this one.

Till I write again
Gnite
Faith

Dear God

Dear God
For the past couple of days I have been in sort of a slump. Every so often I feel down and I can't explain this feeling. Sometimes I feel that I am not fulfilling my purpose here on earth. Thankfully today I woke up in a much better mood. I called off sick from work today and tomorrow because I need some real R&R (rest and relaxation) time. I am at that point in my life where I am asking what next? I have been out of school for two years now, work full time, travel a lot and currently single. Don't get me wrong I love the travel-I get to see so many different places and experience many different things. However, at the end of an assignment I come back to reality my home which is an empty apartment and can't help but wonder what is next for me? I guess I am at a cross roads in my life. However, I am not really despaired because I have been at this junction before. We all have dreams and expect our lives to go one way when the reality is that more often than not our lives turn out completely opposite-for the better anyway. I now realize that I have plans for my life but God's plans are always better. So when I come to a cross roads in my life I turn to God and ask for the strength, courage and guidance to follow his Will. Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future". It is with this scripture that I find solace and comfort in knowing that God is always there for me even when I am not there for myself. I will sign off here, till next time...........................................................

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